Gift Me 50 Loads For My 50 Years...And Being Sexy AF

I'm sure that title sounds like the sweetest music to the ears of every lust-filled barebacking pig out there. Probably also sounds good to those who don't bareback, but secretly want to. So much so that they still refer to it as "giving a load" even when there's a condom in play. In any case, it sounds like a porno Treasure Island Media or Dark Alley Media's Raw Fuck Club would produce, which if it was, I would recommend it only if I was starring in it. 😉

So as the milestone birthday, my 50th on March 31st is approaching, I'm that lust-filled barebacking pig who wants to be the sole bottom in a real-life version of that scenario.

This craving for so many cocks is very likely furthered by the pandemic. Because the last time I had a cock in my ass before the shutdown in March 2020 was just about 2 weeks prior. Then I made my home video "6 Toys In Quarantine" during the last week of March. In that video, 5 of the 6 toys used were for my ass in some kind of way. And the craving was so bad during one of them, I actually moaned, "Oh my God, I needed something in my ass so bad!"

After that, I played with my butt toys more often. However, that did not make my craving for a real dick disappear. My hole was still there waiting and growing in its needed to filled by a real adult human male's cock. That finally happened in August after a walk in Harlem with a friend, which brings me to why I'm writing this...

It is to put it out there in the universe to possibly make it happen. While I'm sure some doubt such a method, normally I myself would be one of those non-believers. However, I will let you know that this seems to have unexpectedly worked before.

For the hook-up after that walk, in which I flip-fucked but more so bottomed, happened exactly one week after my Thotyssey X-Rayed Sex article "Dear First Prospective Top Since Quarantine" was published. That train ride home had my hole twitching with glee over how the fill of Philip Lynwood's cock relieved me of my ass' hunger to be filled. But that was late August.

It is now 5 months later and still no cock has filled my ass yet. And I have been one sex party, which had good safety protocols, such as temperature checks upon entry and mandatory mask-wearing. However, the rise in cases caused it to have (like most parties) another hiatus. And I never got to bottom there because the patrons had that racist expectation of me being a top because I'm black. Hence the straw that broke the camel's back to inspire me to write the poem "Like You".

So now, my asshole's hunger for cock has grown to want not just one cock, but many. That is unless I found myself getting into a relationship in a short span of time. And with my tenacity,...let's get back to the reality of how my fantasy is not too impossible to believe because I've always said that when I get good dick that I become an insatiable power bottom. The impossible part might be for it to actually happen.

For any kind of birthday gangbang to take place, we need this pandemic to get under control so that the event/room occupancy can have less restrictions. And let's say that part happens. The next potential impossibility is me. Because I know 50 guys I could fantasize about putting a nice load in my ass, but I don't actually know 50 guys personally that I would want to load my hole. Of course, some of them might be able to shoot multiple loads. In that case, that might be my 50.

In any case, I'm dreaming big because it's my 50th birthday. After all the hardships so many bi/gay males overcome with their coming out, I deserve to dream big. Especially after taking good enough care of myself to look this good at this age.

So if this could possibly come about, only time will tell. But like I said before, this is me putting the wish out there to the universe.

Sexual Desires For 45

In 10 days, I will be 45 years old. In both mind and body, I think I've maintained myself quite well. And based on my sexual experiences, I've done quite well in that department as well.

Speaking of sexual experiences, I don't know a man alive that doesn't want sex for his birthday. Well, I am no different. Now, while I will take a good old-fashioned roll in the hay with much gratitude, there are some sexual occurrences that would make my gratitude even greater.

Double Penetration
Now, I have asked for this on this blog for years. And those who offered either did so unexpectedly, or was offering a component I expressly said I didn't want for my 1st d.p. (like one guy with a huge cock).

Of those unexpected offers, my experiencing being a double penetration bottom has happened. However, while I'm over 90% all for spontaneity, this was a case where the spontaneity left me too partially fulfilled. Because I was fulfilled by the fact I can say I experienced it, but that's where the satisfaction ends. So I want a do-over. One more along of the lines of what I stated in my blog post where I figured out the D.P. formula that would work to my satisfaction.

Let me add, a stipulation just in case I find myself unable to handle both cocks presented to me simultaneously. In such a case, I'd bottom for both guys separately. With the one to get me first being the guy who I have never had sex with before, or it's been the longest since we last hooked up.

International Gangbang
This is something I have yet to experience, and was willing to show fans by doing it as a scene while I was doing studio-based porn. That however, never came to fruition.

If you knew every detail of my sexual history, you could say that my list of sex partners could fill up a Gay U.N. Because I think I've had sex with guys from every continent, but Antarctica. So I've been with enough guys to make an international gangbang, just not all in one fuck session.

Now, in case you don't know by now, I don't pride myself on how much sex I have. Instead, I pride myself on what I learn from my sexual encounters. And part of what I would like to learn is if there is any difference is a guy's sexual styles based on their ethnicity. Well, due to the different ways different cultures teach their males about sex, I'm sure there is for most guys but not all. And an international gangbang would be a great way to get some (but not a concrete) answer, and have fun while doing it. Don't you think?

BiSexual 3-Way
This might gross out all of the infantile hetero-phobes reading this post, but I have long wanted a bisexual guy to fuck a woman, and with his cock wet from her pussy juice, for him to then fuck my ass. And while he's having sex with the woman, allow me to feel his body.

Well, since I don't know too many hot bi-guys, this is a kind of birthday sex that is a real longshot.

Unrequited Lust
There are many guys living in NYC who are on my social media lists who I wouldn't deny a roll in the hay with. And many of them already know who they are. And in case they don't know, here's a tip:

If I've groped your ass, crotch, or sucked your dick, you're more than likely a contender.

With these 3 possible scenarios, there's one I have no problem with revisiting....

Surprise Sex

I have no problem revisiting this situation if the previous 3 don't happen because one of my followers favorite home sex videos come from a guy I met that way....My playmate from "Why It's WE Fucked".

I went out arriving at a bar a tad before midnight. Upset because a former fuckbuddy wasn't reciprocating my advances for the great sex we were having to also be a gift for my birthday. So I went to the bar, not on a search for numbing sex, but to not stare at the walls of my apartment where that sex would have happened had the former fuckbuddy responded accordingly. So I went to the bar backroom to do my usual study of sexual behavior, and noticed one guy who went down on me. While that guy was going down on me, I noticed this other guy who had someone going down on him. We noticed each other, but trying to be loyal to the guy already blowing me (who was lackluster at cocksucking), I tried to ignore this possible new suitor. But he was persistent. Then by chance, we wound up closer to each other. It was likely because the guy who was blowing him had stopped, and was trying to back his ass up on my new suitor. My new suitor wasn't having it, and when the guy blowing me stopped to take a breath, my new suitor took me away, and we wound up fucking my ass right there. And it is very likely that at my time of birth, 2:57 AM, this guy's cock was in my ass.

So that night was HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

With such options listed, I wonder which one will come to fruition? And if one does, who will I have to thank for the smile that will be on my face. Only the morning after will tell. Until then...

Hungry For My 2nd D.P.

For years now, I have been making pleas to be double-penetrated. Well, last year around this time, it finally happened. I never wrote a blog post giving details. I instead told those details at a storytelling event in Brooklyn called Spill! True Stories of Queer Sex, Desire, and Romance. So if you're a New Yorker, and missed me telling it, then that's your lost.

Anyway, while it was a good experience, I'm writing this because I want it again. I've noticed that the last couple of times I've written about wanting to be double-penetrated, based on how and who it finally happened with, I got offers that never came to fruition. All I will say about the actual occurrence is that I was not mentally prepared for it. The 2 guys were not 2 guys I wanted together. Also, it did not play out where at least one of the guys was someone I had been topped by in the past, as I said I wanted in Eureka!....Discovering My D.P. Formula.

So basically, I want a do-over. A double penetration where my preferences are not undermined by one's lust-induced selfishness. Such as how, I'm not a size queen, and since this is a double penetration, I DO NOT need a monster cock! Especially, if one guy is as thick as 2 average size guys. So if you come to me with the words, "He's got a big dick" as a selling point in your pitch, both you and him will lose your shot. For I'm about character strength, not dick length. If this seems like me being a bit bossy, I have a right to be. After all, this is my body, so it's my call. Furthermore, whter by knowing me personally and my blog posts about this wish, guys who should have known better about me did the "he's got a big dick" pitch to me. So thinking back on that has me a bit annoyed and frustrated of how too often when a male is horny, his lust makes him selfish to the point that he only half-listens, if at all.

Anyway, what I still also want is the initial one-on-one starting with the guy I've never been with before, then followed by one guy I've been topped by before. And if I've been topped by both guys before, then maybe then we can do something else I've never done before -----get fucked blindfolded.

Over the next couple of months, we have 4 holidays coming up. One is an actual holiday, while the other 3 are essential only to me. They are:

February 9th - The day I came out to myself. Going into the morning of;
February 10th - The day I lost my virginity (in a 5-man orgy)
February 14th - Valentine's Day
March 31st - My birthday. This year I turn 43.

So any of my past playmates reading this wanting to be one of my 2 tops should keep those dates in mind. OR if both of my tops are to be new playmates, then we should have a 1-on-1 before or on one of those dates, then the double penetration on one of the those dates.

So who's man enough? For if I'm man enough to want to take on 2 dick with my tight hole, someone should be man enough to comply, and on my terms.

The 2012 Double Penetration Recruiter

OK guys, it's coming up on 4 ½ years since I first expressed interest in being a double-penetration bottom.

Yes, you read correct, 4 ½ years.

I was thinking that this would be the year that I would leave it to chance for this sexual fantasy to become reality. However, I had to realize that for me, leaving things to chance doesn't work out well, especially for this. For the closest I came to it coming to fruition with 2 local guys was by me writing a blog post about it. And while I did later have a 3-some with the couple that responded the very night they approached me expressing interest, I wasn't mentally ready for it, since it was so unexpected. So I take full responsibility as to why that didn't work.

Since then, that couple has parted ways and both have left New York. So now I come across pornographic pictures of double-penetrations wishing how I could experience what the bottom in the photograph is. And if that bottom is in the right mindset to realize the great position he is in at that moment - being a vessel for 2 tops to have sexual contact who wouldn't normally. But since the pictures are usually from a porn movie shoot, I doubt if he does have a clue.

Well, while I'm versatile, I've been a double penetration top, and with both my bottoming skills and studying of sex, I have more than a clue. More than a clue of how by 2 guys double penetrating me, the contour of your dicks would rub against each other. Rubbing against the cock of a top that you're attracted to, but can't otherwise have because you're both tops. And you thankfully have nowhere to go but thrust forward, backward, and sideways because your dicks are bound together by my flesh. Flesh of a man who has been brave and lustful enough to thankfully take both of you on and in simultaneously.

Bear in mind that I would like my losing my double-penetration virginity video-recorded. So sure, with the popularity of the posts in my "Double Penetration" category, I could go to a porn company. But they would likely recruit 2 porn actors who are most likely also escorts to be my 2 double-penetration tops, which would defeat my purpose. For escorts live a life of faking. So since I want to inform you after of all parties enjoying the popping of my double-penetration cherry, what's the point of buying off 2 escorts who for the sake of a buck might fake being into me, then maybe fake being into each other, which would result in giving me a fake joyful experience. Now, if there is a porn company that can guarantee that not being the case, then let's talk.

Otherwise, it is for that reason that I'll settle for 2 hot guys into me and each other who might not want to be on camera in any capacity.

So this is my 2012 recruitment post for double penetration tops. I hope the HOT guys in New York City reading this who know we mutually find each other sexy aren't that sexually prudish that they are not up to making this happen for me. That they going to be shown up be either me having an adventure when I take another trip out of the city, or even the country. Or have a vacationer or 2 who show up here in NYC?

Let's see if 2012 will be the year....

Signs of 2011 D.P. Fruition?

I have been blogging about wanting to be double-penetrated by 2 hot tops for the longest. In fact, that's what started the creation of my "Double-Penetration" category. As for whether or not it has ever come to fruition...I've come close, but still no 2 cigars.

I can report however that before the end of 2010, I've had 2 encounters at Milk Chocolate NYC parties that make me get the feeling that my double-penetration fantasy may soon become a reality.

The 1st such party had this muscular Latino that every bottom at the party seemed to want a piece of. He was also good-looking. But since I practice what I preach therefore was finding my own fun, I was so into my own fun that I was never able to discover what else besides his looks and physique made him such a massive draw. Well, as they say, "Patience is a virtue". And my patience paid off eventually.

Me and one of the volunteers at the party were talking. Then the Latino came over after topping another conquest. We started flirting a bit, and talking about all the action he was getting. His cock was out, and I copped a feel. My reaction, you ask?...

...I thought to myself, "OH MY GOD!!!!" Maybe it was the shock, but it seemed as if his 1 dick was about as thick as 2 of mine. Now the mystery was solved as to why all those bottoms wanted him in  their ass. Those bottoms were size-queen bottoms. But they got exactly what they deserved for being size-queens.

For when I touched his cock and saw how massively thick it was, I started getting memory flashes. Those kind of memory flashes that show you things that you didn't realize that you were committing to memory, but your sub-conscience knew would be relevant later on. Such as how during some of the many guys the Latino fucked, the bottom got to the point where they couldn't take it anymore, or couldn't take it at all. I was so busy doing my own thing, that I didn't make it an important thing to consciously take note of. But evidently, my sub-conscience took note of it because it foresaw an upcoming moment.

The volunteer saw the Latino's huge cock as well. We both looked at each other in amazement. When the Latino left to go wash off from that conquest, me and the volunteer talked about how that cock made us nervous to take it on. Then as the volunteer went back to his volunteering duties, the Latino came over to me, and put the moves on me. And it was like an out-of-body experience, with me watching myself in utter shock...when I heard myself agree to go to the bed with him.

So now, while I was wondering am I going to be the next bottom saying, "No more, please!", something in me said that I wouldn't.

The Latino put on a condom while I put A LOT of lube on my asshole. Then I put lube on his dressed-up cock so I could feel that monster once more before preparing my mind and body for taking it in. That is, if I could take it in.

With me assuming the position for doggy-style, the Latino went for it. And while the 1st try didn't make it, to my surprise, the 2nd one did. Once inside me, he fucked me, and fucked me hard. The muscles in his crotch were banging up against my ass so hard, I knew that if not by my sphincter, my ass cheeks were going to surely be feeling this fuck-session by morning and the next few days after. Well, it was obviously good to him, for he then wanted me on my back to fuck me missionary. And I took full advantage of the view and feel of those muscles wet with sweat from his vigorous pounding, and playing with his nipples that were erect like his throbbing cock inside me.

And that throbbing is why we stopped. For we stopped not because I couldn't take him fucking my ass anymore. Quite the contrary. It was because he couldn't take my ass fucking his dick anymore, and he didn't want to come just yet. And it was a shame to end it when it did, because unlike most of those size-queen bottoms, I was ready to go the distance. Also, the Latino was actually the rare breed of being a big dicked man who knows how to fuck. And  I can give a fair critique on this because I'm not a size-queen whose rectum is so stretched out that only a long and/or thick cock can reach the nerve endings that let one feel like they're getting a good fuck.

The 2nd party was about a week or two later. It was at the party that I mentioned in a previous post telling how Ty and myself let out our sexual tensions from our photoshoot together. Before the last of the 4 times we fucked, Ty asked me if I've ever been double-penetrated. We were going to give it a try with this Black guy that was there, but the Black guy at the time didn't get hard enough to get in my tight hole. The Black guy did eventually get his needed boner to get into me. Ty fucked another volunteer because he was so turned on by it. And me and the Black guy went at it so long that after we were done, I came out to find the host, Cade and all the volunteers standing around. That's when Cade broke the news to me saying, "We're all waiting for you."

So it turns out that me and the Black guy shut the party down.

With that 1st tryst putting my hole to the test, then the suggestion of a double-penetration so soon after that tryst, all coming so close to the end of 2010, I'm taking those as signs that this year, 2011 will be the year that a double-penetration will finally come to fruition for me.

What I need now are 2 hot guys willing to rub their 2 hot throbbing sticks together, and start a pleasing fire in my hole.

And while it's not a requirement, it would be nice if I could record it for all to see. Because porn studios make it seem as if getting your ass double-penetrated is a White guy thing. However, by my blog post on the matter, you know that some sweet Black asses want to be double-stuffed as well. So wouldn't you like some video as further proof?

Just putting the idea out there. After all, this year I do turn "The Big 4-0".

;-)

Eureka!....Discovering MY D.P. Formula

I've been a double-penetration top twice. The last time was at a sex party. I was laying on the bed getting my dick rode on by a hottie bottom, the hottie bottom leaned forward, and I saw a muscular Latino come up behind him. The next thing I knew, the frenulum of my cock was no longer rubbing against the walls of my hottie bottom's ass tunnel. Instead, it was rubbing against the frenulum and shaft of another cock - the muscular Latino's cock. However hot (and very unexpected) that was, it is still a long unfulfilled fantasy of mine to instead be a double-penetration bottom. It is that hunger that gave birth to the category "Double Penetration" on this blog.

My having yet to be a double-penetration bottom might seem odd considering the number of threesomes I've been a part of. The truth is in most of those threesomes, I've found myself getting tag-teamed, and I've come to realize that I should be fine with that. You see, most of my threesomes were born out of one-night stands where I've never had sex with either person before. This leaves me to experience each guys' individual sexual prowess....somewhat. I say "somewhat" because, truth be told, I always wind up wishing that we could make an all-day thing of it so that one guy can fuck my ass, then after a hour or so, I can take the other guy on. Because even though my ass tunnel seems to quickly adjust after being fucked, I would rather be 100% certain that both me and the 2nd guy are experiencing the full pleasure of sex with each other.

What I'm realizing now is that in my quest for being a double-penetration bottom, I might not be able to rely on my usual spontaneous nature Aries like myself are known for, including in sexual encounters. My double-penetration bottoming adventure actually needs a plan, and I think I've found what my plan needs to be.

Here's my plan of what I need to have my double-penetration bottoming adventure:
1) Of the 2 tops, one of them has to be someone I have bottomed for at least 2 times in the past. This would remove my aforementioned worry of someone missing out. Because if we've fucked before, the only new thing for him would be partaking of this adventure with me.
2)The top with whom it will be our 1st time having sex will be the one to fuck me first. Based on what I said before about wanting to experience each guy's sexual prowess, this part of the plan should not be a shock. Also, that top will serve as the guy to open up the tight hole that I'm known for having. Well him, plus loads of lube.

A friend who knows that I'm anti-poppers told me that this might be one time I actually find myself needing to use poppers. My Aries stubbornness makes me try to stick to my guns and look at it this way...If the deepest part of my mind does not want one of those cocks in my ass, then since my brain won't tell my body to relax and "open sesame", then why rely on a chemical. I didn't need it for the beer-can-thick French hottie who fucked me so good in "French Kiss, Big Bliss?", with only 2 tries before he slid that monster cock in me. So why shouldn't the same kind of mental preparation be involved here? However, the fact that 2 cocks is a bigger undertaking (no pun intended) is why my friend might be right, so I'm not ruling poppers out in this case. So when I get word that this will happen, maybe I'll pop my popper-purchasing cherry, and at long last buy some.

As you can see, I don't require much, and I'm not saying that this is the ideal formula. However, I do think that this one will work best if you're like me, and interested in not just your own pleasure, but the pleasure of all parties involved.

Now if any of my past trysts reading this has a friend who they think I might like to play with along with them, email me a pic, and maybe we can get this show on the road. And just so you know, video-recording of this great event is desired, but not a must. So should you desire discretion, it will be respected, because like I said, my concern is pleasure for all parties involved. And once in, make sure you work my hole with the same vigor of the double-penetration seen here:

                
Now, if you're not spent from beating off to that, here's a little something extra:


Until next time,...Have a HOT, HORNY & SAFE weekend!

My DP Candidates....FOUND?!

It has recently come to my attention that while searching for pics and video to accompany all my past postings about wanting to be double-penetrated, most of the video clips and pics I came up with (minus the few exceptions like the pic below) are non-American. It really makes me wonder if gay Americans' sexual repression is making them even less adventurous than I orignally thought.

So imaginine my great disappointment in Americans for once again showing such sexual repression, as an overwhelming number of the responses saying that they are willing to DP me are non-Americans living overseas. Even the sexy Swedes said they're willing to help when they arrive for their planned return to New York early next year . Not a bad choice, since I know both of their endowments, and they're both so HOT that just the thought of them standing next to me clothed gets me hard. While the thought of both of their cocks rubbing together while dipping into my ass is a hot thought that is going to have me need to beat my meat if I don't calm down by the time I'm done writing this.

The good news is that I might not have to wait for the Swedes to get here to experience a double-penetration. You see, after running into a friend I haven't seen in awhile out at The Hangar, just as I was losing hope in my fellow Americans, he told me that he read my post, and that he and his boyfriend are more than willing to take my DP virginity away. FINALLY, an American couple. And while I have not been in a 3-way with them before, I have had encounters with them separately.

This friend of mine is one that I originally met last year at one of Daniel Nardicio's parties, Oktoberfist, which was the official after-party for the Gay Erotic Expo NY then. If you recall past posts about Daniel's parties, then you will remember me saying how I often took advantage of their "pants-optional" policy. Well, so did this guy. In fact, he did the Full Monty. He was a short guy with a nice sized cock. While I'm not a size queen, the sight of a cute short guy with a big dick does make my asshole twitch because it's craving to open up for that short guy's big cock to enter me. So I made my way over to him, started up a conversation complimenting his umm....endowment that he didn't seem to mind me touching. And shortly after he simulated fucking me from behind. This only made me want to bottom for him even more, because that simulation showed that he fucks with hard and fast motions like a rabbit. After already getting a quick fuck by the bottom from a fisting demo, I later managed to get tag-teamed by this guy and a taller guy, showing that simulation was very close to the truth about how he moves. After a few more run-ins at some more of Daniel's parties and other places including a run-in at mr. Black that led to a more private fuck session, we became friends.

Like I said before, prior to our chance run-in at The Hanger, I hadn't seen this friend in awhile, so I went to his Facebook page one day to check up on him to discover that he now had a boyfriend. Where it said "In a Relationship with..." I clicked on it to see who the lucky guy was. I saw the face and said to myself, "Hmmmm, he looks familiar. Now, where have I seen him bef---. HOLY SHIT! HIM!!"

My response was because the picture of the boyfriend immediately took me back to a sauna at least a year ago where everyone was starting to feel each other up. I thought this guy next to me was absolutely gorgeous, and we made eyes at each other. I then got up, and he gave me the stare that says, "Go for it!"

And being the lust-bucket that I am, what do you think I did? I went for it, and took every bit of his cock that I possibly could into my mouth. To answer the question that I know is on your dirty minds, YES, the boyfriend is also well-endowed. And I wanted his dick in my ass so badly that night, but never got it. Now, after all this time....it just might happen in a 2-for-1 deal. See, good things do come to those who wait.

Now that I know for sure the size of the cocks that may be doing a DP dip into my ass. All that is left is coming down to a matter of when. And when that "when" should happen, you will be updated. And even if a DP doesn't take place, at least I'll get a great 3-way tale with at least 1 tag-team in it for sure. Hell, the DP may happen, and include a tag-team.

So stay tuned....

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Pop My D.P. Cherry

Not too long ago in my "Word Of Advice" category, I became the one seeking advice on how to prepare myself to be a double-penetration bottom. I got some sound advice, including from the last 2 producers I worked with, Ben Marksman of Knight Stick Films and B.K. of Forbidden Funk Media who both want to put me in a d.p. scene since I'm so eager to experience it. But before that happens, there's a situation that hasn't been remedied.

While I've had people eager to give advice about double penetration, and email from fans wanting to penetrate me 1-on-1, I have yet to have 2 studs simultaneously fill my eager hole and pop my double penetration cherry.

Forbidden Funk Media read my blog seeking advice, and approached me with the idea, but they want me to get some practice in first. Now, if you don't already know, Forbidden Funk Media does leather fetish porn featuring men of color. Therefore, you can now imagine that if this scene comes to fruition for me, that my ass is going to be stuffed with not 1, but 2 big cocks that are going to fuck me primal.

I have gotten to the point where I am more picky than ever about my scene partners, because I don't want to see myself in a movie and be disappointed by my performance the way I was with "The Booth" and "Love Of The Dick 4", because I wasn't into my partner. So with such an undertaking as doing a d.p., my being into my scene partners is an EXTREME MUST. The way I lusted for Taino when I met him at the Gay Erotic Expo, I want to lust for both of those D.P. tops' cocks the same way. After all, (1)part of why I got into this business is because I love sex, and I want people to love watching me love sex; and (2) more importantly, it's my body. So with those 2 points in mind, why do a movie as a bottom if I'm not craving the dicks that are to go into me.

Now that on-camera fucking, so as for my off-camera fucking, like Bonnie Tyler's song "Holding Out For A Hero", I'm holding out for a couple of heroes. I'm holding out for 2 hotties just as hungry for me and each other as I will be hungry for the both of them. With New York being such a big city with a variety of ethnicities to choose from, I pose the invitation out there to you guys that makes me the vessel to sexually connect 3 of us -

- any local takers?

Word Of Advice: DP Me

As some of you know, I have some blog entries tagged "Word Of Advice" where I give advice to the up-and-cummers who are looking to get into the adult industry. Well, there's a twist to this entry with that tag.

This time - I want the word of advice.

I believe with thanks to the repressive mindset of America, I get very turned on by group sex. You know as they say, "the more, the merrier". With that in mind, I am very turned on by being in orgies and trains. Especially being in the middle with sexual energy hitting me from the front and back. So it shouldn't surprise you to learn that I want to be a bottom in a double penetration. I love the thought of being engulfed in the sexual energy of 2 hot guys, and being the bottom in a dp makes me the vessel to connect the 2 of them to each other. Which leads me to the word of advice that I'm seeking.

With my reputation of having a much-loved tight hole, how do I become a bottom in a double penetration, and still maintain having that much-loved tight hole? More importantly, is that possible?

The main things I want to know are:
1)What must I do to prepare for such a feat? Should I just relax myself to take on 2 cocks, using a great deal more lube? I use enough to open my tightness up as it is.
2)Will my continuing my practice of Kegels bring me back to my original tightness?
and lastly,
3)If so, how long after doing a double penetration should I wait before bottoming again?

If any of you can give me advice on this, I would greatly appreciate it. Please post your true testimonials here, and I'll take them all into consideration. I plan on using them to help me in possibly letting you see me take this on in a future feature.