Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Write That Down #21

While Gay Pride Month was upon us, part of me was looking back again on the people who have distanced themselves from me because of my growth in pride as both, a part of the porn industry at one time, and more importantly, as a member of the LGBT community being a predominately gay bisexual man. I know that I've spoke of this before. You can get the whole story by reading my post from last year, "So Out That You Outgrow".

My latest "Write That Down" quote was motivated by looking back on those situations in that post, and how the anger of those people letting me down, has made me stronger in sticking to my convictions in the man that I have become. So this is what I have to say to a way that's short, sweet, and to the point:

Coming into my own identity has led me to not become another puppet to an industry and/or society like you have. So instead of distancing yourself from me out of your obvious envy of my big balls, put some weight on your own balls,....instead of on your gut. That way, you can stand beside me, as opposed to so far behind me.


  1. You come across so bitter and unhappy.

  2. Tyler,

    Based on the situations that prompted that quote, it takes a total asshole to make the comment that you made. Did you even bother to read "So Out That You Outgrow", as well as any non-issue related post on this blog? If you did then you would have discovered that I am quite proud of the man that I have become. However, while I am proud of who I have become, that does not change the fact that I am greatly disappointed in the betrayal of some of the people in my life. I forgive, for it is the Christian thing to do, but I don't forget. If you can't see that, then it is quite obvious that your comment is made from you wanting me to live like the doormat you obviously are. Someone who would have never learned from those situations. Instead, you would have just set yourself up for it to happen to you again and again. And if not by them, then by someone else.

    Next time, if you have something to say, even if you disagree with me, show some intellect.

  3. Yes and I just read it again. What you are calling "betrayal" is just a case of acquaintances that simply, for one reason or another, don't like you. If these were true friendships, these guys would have accepted you for who you are (and you them) and everyone would co-exist happily.
    But rather, you are seeking validation and self-worth from a work associate and an event host?

  4. Tyler,

    Really! It time for you to stop being an illiterate bitch and stop attempting to transfer your flaws onto me.

    This event host and co-worker were ALSO my friends. They were NOT mere acquaintances. And I was not seeking validation, that is what you do. I seek validation ONLY from GOD - and that's been done by my existence and gifts.

    You however, are seeking validation right now by spewing comments that result from your illiteracy. Illiteracy that if I didn't know any better, I could easily say that "Tyler" is just a pseudonym for Tyson, as in Tyson Cane. For such massive misunderstandings did erupt from his illiteracy. So instead of prolonging this, I'm going to tell you what someone should have him long ago -----READING IS FUNDAMENTAL.


  5. Rants about a failed porn career, amateur and amateurish modeling, sex parties, random hook-ups with strangers, dancing, working as an extra and paranoid racial slights? Only for intellectuals?

    Do you consider the following sentence of yours to be lterate: "I've noticed recently that I've seem to have outgrown some of the people who I met during those early years since my sexual." Or this: "Since I was a child, I have been complimented on my talent for writing, and I've mostly been writing songs and poetry since graduating from high school. Without realizing it, my starting my blog for my website gave me the chance to better my skills for writing essays on various subject matters. And my involvement with this person started not too long since entering the industry. So my identity is that respect had also not been grounded as it is now." Really...literate?

    You should seriously seek treament for your narcissistic personality disorder.

  6. Tyler,

    You really need to stop replying. Because the more you reply, the more you show that you are just as envious as the people I spoke of in that blog entry. My porn career for you information was not a failure, for it sparked my name getting out to the public. AND YOU KNOW THAT, and you hate yourself for only being able to wish you could make the same claims, and have the adventures that I have. It is the reason you keep coming back for more. You come back to live vicariously through me. That includes my honesty about all of my experiences. Can you say the same? Everyone reading this knows that you can not. So your rants are based solely on the fact that I'M REAL, while YOU ARE NOT.

    And it would be in your best interest to never insult my readers. Because they like I can retaliate with a sharp tongue of TRUTH. And we all can see how the truth about yourself make you squirm.

    By the way, the word you were looking for is "literate" and "illiterate". Editing and using Spell-check will do you wonders.


I HIGHLY respect those willing to stand behind their comments with a name. So if you use "Anonymous" on a viewpoint that challenges mine, IT WILL BE DELETED. For your cowardice to not show yourself makes your viewpoint and you irrelevant.

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