New Year, New Cocksucker

Cocksucker!

Not you, me.

That's what I've been calling myself after the New Years I've had. And I'm not insulting myself when I say it.

Now I won't get into the all of the details of the debauchery directed at me caused by my walking around Daniel Nardicio's Masked Ball practically naked wearing only a mask I designed, then as an after-party, how I wound up in a 4-man orgy that included one of the uncut go-go boys from the party, and didn't get back home to The Bronx until it was nearing 7 PM. While my cock is getting hard just thinking about the asses I played with, cocks I saw filling willing holes, and balls I saw fill up and felt ready to shoot big loads - instead I want to tell the tale of how I've come to notice the bettering of my cocksucking skills over the course of these events.

When I walked into Daniel's party at about 11:30 PM, I at first wore my mask and boxer-briefs with plans to slip into my next to nothing outfit a little after midnight. The 1st thing I noticed were these 2 tall slim guys totally naked except for wearing mask. I though to myself, "Well, they're starting early."

Then I saw a short guy with a nice juicy ass and a tattoo on his right cheek also wearing only a mask. After seeing that, I bothered the clothescheck guy almost 5 minutes after checking my clothes to add my boxer-briefs what was already checked in. Leaving me wearing only the Vizeau underwear (if you can call them "underwear")that you see below, but in Black. From the looks of the clothescheck guy to the right, as thanks for putting up with me being an annoyance, maybe I should have given him a good rimming as a way of saying "Thanks". The question is who would have been more serviced, and therefore thankful - him or me?

Anyway, when I returned to the party with such a revealing outfit on, as I tried to make my way through the horny crowd, I got felt up by a variety of unseen hands. And this time, even though I was not "on the clock" as you could say (because I was a patron that night, and not a go-go boy), I actually didn't mind, because after seeing my 3 inspirers, the horndog that I am quickly started to surface.

As the night progressed, at some point or other, I did get a chance to get near my 3 inspiring bods. I only got to cop a feel of the short guy's juicy tattooed ass, but I was especially fond of the 2 tall slim guys. You see, I don't believe I've mentioned it before, but I have a thing for tall, slim guys. Not skinny, but slim. A circle of guys that included those 2 were fooling around, and as I always do, I stood on the outskirts hoping to get invited in. One of the guys named Nathan, did invite me in. He reached for me, and planted one on me. And the other guy reached for me as well. Then with my dick hard as a rock from being in the presence of 2 guys I lusted for since I first walked in the door, the other asked me something that floored me a bit. He asked, "Are you Tré Xavier?"

What shocked me was the fact that the last 2 times I was asked that question, it was a Black man asking it. While I'm aware that I have White readers, I was glad to see one in person who is willing to make their presence known.

I confirmed that he was right, and he complimented me on how good he finds it to be. Well, this was a case of how flattery will get you everywhere, because this hottie definitely bought himself some time alone with me for that compliment. I started sucking his cock to the point that he shot a nice big load. That load made clear of what motions certifies that you've hit the spot when sucking cock. If you make that muscle in a guy's cock contract in your mouth, usually from moving your tongue along the frenulum, THEN you are a bonafide cocksucker. And I made him do just that, then later on I had the pleasure of catching a moment alone with Nathan, and making him shoot his load as well.

That cocksucking was me using my mouth to fuck their cocks as compensation for the fact that I wanted them to fuck me in my ass soooo bad. Because while I have a thing for tall slim guys, I have yet to have the pleasure of one off-camera. I've had tall and athletic off-camera, and tall and skinny on-camera, but not tall and slim like these hotties.

Maybe there's some more fun soon to be had with these 2?

My cocksucking skills were also on display at my "after-party" for the Masked Ball. All I will say about the orgy was that I sucked off one of the guys so good that he said if I puts his cock in my ass, he would come as soon as he got inside me. Looking back, I should have let him do it. I would have had no problem letting him put on a condom, cum instantly with his cock throbbing in my ass, and stay there until it goes so flaccid with my asshole closing around it that it can't stay inside me anymore.

After all these reactions to my cocksucking, I've been wondering at exactly what point did I become that good. An even greater question is when did I start to like it so much? Because there was a time for me that blowjobs were a tedious task, and no matter how much I liked the guy, I couldn't be happier to be done with it. But that's not more story now. I still prefer receiving or giving a good fuck in the ass, but I don't mind a good taste of some clean, horny cock as an appetizer. So as the saying goes, "If it ain't broke, don't fix it".

Typical American Gay Male - His Own Worst Enemy: Racism

Just as I pointed out in a recent post of how I'm single because of so many gay men following the rules of a certain culture. This can be seen as a continuation of that. It's sad to say, but my experiences not only with tricks, but even real relationships have always been more successful with men who are not American-born. There is a reason for this I'm sure, and I planned on using this series to explore how these behaviors have led to the typical American gay male's mindset to make him his own worst enemy. Today, hoping to conclude this series, I will deal with one of the biggest problems in the American gay community - racism.

As much as I am relieved by Barack Obama being elected President, I am well aware that racism in this country, and maybe even more so in the gay community hasn't gone anywhere. As brilliant as I believe Barack Obama to be, I'm sure the viewpoint of the overload of racist people in this country and the gay community contributed to Obama's win by knowing with the choices of Obama and McCain, they didn't have much of a choice. So with the country in dire straits, they overlooked race for once. Others took the stand of a cantankerous asshole I once heard at Will Clark's Porno Bingo folding his arms like Grumpy of "Snow White & The 7 Dwarfs" saying he wasn't voting because he "don't like any of 'em".

You would think that being that gays are oppressed just like other minorities that there would be enough of an understanding that racism within the gay community would not be one of the "-isms" I need to speak on. Yet here I am. It is constantly shown throughout gay media, be it magazine ads, movies, TV series, forms of erotica, etc, because as I said before, the gay media is a reflection of the ideals of the American gay community. And it shows by how this racism is disappointingly accepted by members of the American gay community.

It was only a matter of time before this became as widely talked about an issue as it has lately. With people annoyed by things like the untimely cancellation of shows featuring a more positive image of gay men of color because contrary to stereotypes are secure with their homosexuality like "Noah's Arc", instead of giving more hyped press to shows like "The DL Chronicles" displaying gay/bi men of color who are insecure, thereby acting more true to the stereotype. Or people's annoyance with websites and porn companies either featuring all White or light-complexioned men, and if they use men of color, it's for the sake of tokenism where while they use a variety of body types in Whites, all non-Whites are muscular. Or well-known American gay lifestyle magazines seldom using a non-White as a cover model or model in a fashion spread, and when they do (sadly once again) it's as a token model.

Let's be realistic. We live in the melting pot called, "America"! SHOW IT IN YOUR SO-CALLED ARTISTIC WORK!

Now before I proceed and this argument over my dislike of "The DL Chronicles" ensues again (as it did on my friend's Ka-os's blog) with the fact that I've never seen an episode, let me make one point clear. While "The DL Chronicles" may be a quality show (so I've been told) for showing a variety of ethnicities living "on the down low", the way it was marketed fed the bullshit racist belief of how men of color are so much the ones living life in that fashion. Because truth be told, who contributes more to escorts and male prostitutes? Men of color on the dl, or White men on the dl? Now close your mouth, since you can't give an intelligent reply to dispute that it's White men, and let me proceed.

The practices of racism from companies like the aforementioned companies and too many others in the gay media can't keep using the same type of White or light-complexions again and again without people becoming annoyed. Because with the variety of ethnicities we have in this country, people are going to become annoyed to a boiling point. And that boiling point is overflowing as we speak. And I couldn't be happier, because racism creates and ugly chain. It has lead to ethnic-Americans making companies that exclude Whites. This however leads to a "damned if you do, damned if you don't situation", because to some extent the exclusion of Whites by media companies featuring ethnics makes them part of the problem instead of being part of the solution, while on the other hand, if it wasn't for those ethnic-featuring companies, I and many other darker-complexioned men of color would not work in any form of gay media.

There is a price to pay for racism, and I'll use what it has done to the gay porn industry as an example of how it effects all gay media. Such as the fact that I have done a form of boycotting that a Porn Actor is thought to not be politically correct in not only just doing, but even worse to admitting to.

I have in the past said that I no longer buy American-made gay porn, because of the racism, and will continue to do so until the racism in the gay media is bettered to my satisfaction. So in retaliation, I download my porn from file hosting sites. YES, YOU READ CORRECT. I take what the pirates offer online. Because I feel that if my color, or ethnicity isn't good enough for your movies, then my money isn't good enough to go from my colored hands and into the pockets you wear to cover your bigoted White skin. And I feel every minority that feels shunned by the major studios should do the same. It is the one definite way that they'll wake up, and realize how great a contribution we make to their income. My stand is that if you make quality product, and sell it for a reasonable price, then I'll pay my hard earned money for it. Since the major studios showing me practically always the same type of ONLY White guys fucking in a country as rich in ethnic diversity as America is not putting out quality product, you guys are unfit to demand any money from my beautifully colored hands at all.

It was that lack of racism in Ben Marksman of Knight Stick Films that make me postpone leaving the adult industry, which I why after meeting, I agreed to become part of the cast of "ALL OUT ASSAULT".

It was a diverse cast that was a clear beginning in displaying the ethnic diversity that not only New York-based major studios have failed at showing, but Amercian-based major studios have failed at as well. So since I want you to get your money's worth and contribute to the growth of studios I find worthy of growth because of their lack of racism, I decided to take the stand that I will not be a part of a movie that you shouldn't pay for.

SO KNOW THIS - IF YOU SHOULD STEAL IT, I WON'T HAVE ANY PART OF IT.

While predominately White companies are the most known culprits, that doesn't mean that non-Whites are safe from my wrath against racism. Because they can be perpetrators as well. I know, because I worked for one, and I have often admitted that I was once myself racist against other Black men. So I am proof that YES a Black man, a Latino, an Indian, or any other minority can be just as much a racist as a White one. And if you believe otherwise, trying to give me that bullshit of how minorities don't have the power to be racist, then YOU NEED TO GET IT THE FUCK FIXED. Because you deserve the same punishment for your ignorance.

What is that punishment? I will just breifly remind you that KARMA'S A BITCH. For now, I'll justdo my part by whipping you with words of truth here.

These words of truth may very well get me blacklisted by the companies I used as examples, their supporters, and other media companies that practice the like. Because 1st and foremost, it clearly displays their guilt. But I could care less, because as they say, "the proof is in the pudding". I've never backed off from telling you a truth I've carefully observed in the past, so why should I start now. With this new year upon us, if anything, I should be more inlcined to be honest. Besides if I did, I'd be stroking their egos. Egos that because of their racist mentality should be obliterated rather than stroked. Along with those of the people who think this behavior coming from them is OK.

So be you Black, White, Latino, Indian, Asian, or whatever, know this - your racism makes you (as it did me at one time) a worthless existence to not just the gay community, but to humanity overall. And as long as that racism flows through your veins, and you use your money, power, or so-called art to express it, every breath you take is a waste. Knowing that in your heart of hearts, this is the point where you buy more drugs to run from that truth.

I have many hopes in starting this blog series. Hoping that the guilty parties companies will be shamed into doing better. Hoping that their supporters who lower their human-worth by purchasing their products will also be shamed into doing better. And by saying "do better", I mean that they'll see the beauty of all color and nationalities, and put aside preconceived notions when they meet someone of a different color or nationality. I myself am not a walking stereotype of a Black, a gay, or a bisexual man. So why wouldn't there be a plethora of others who live their lives with the same individuality?

So American gay males, earn the rights straight people have, but gays are fighting for by respecting each other and revelling in the beauty of our differences. Because right now, you don't deserve them. Minority groups have always had to do more work in proving themselves fit for the rights and privelges that the majority takes for granted. And the LGBT community as a minority group is no exception.

With that in mind, I hope this conclusion, will truly be the conclusion of this blog series. It is now 2009. Can we finally get it together?

Prologue to "...His Own Worst Enemy: Racism"

Hi there,

I think I've given you enough consecutive sex tales that now it's time to get to some of the harsh realities we need to deal with in 2009. Such as racism amongst American gay males.

I recently read a profile on Manhunt from someone who disputed people saying "No Blacks or Asians" or any kind of pushing aside of a person of a specific ethnicity. He asked a very valid question that I've always had. That question being as to whether or not one feeling that way is really based on one's individual preference, or is it the influence of the nation or cultural sects rules dictating those sentiments.

Well, I agree with this gentleman in saying that it's the nation and cultural sects. I mean how many Whites go for a specific look in other Whites, or rarely go for other colors, and if they do, it's a specific look. With every look they're searching for being one that is propagated by the gay media, but rarely amounting to a relationship worth having.

And please don't think I'm unaware that non-Whites are guilty of this as well. It's just that they're not as dominating a force to be symbolic of gay media as Whites are.

The problem with all of this is that this needs to stop NOW if we are going to be truly unified and deserving of the rights that straight people take for granted. We need to take this newness of 2009, and make it the time to kick the individuality of our minds and tastes into high gear.

I hope you'll travel with me as I further explain this in my upcoming blog post intended to conclude my "Typical American Gay Male...His Own Worst Enemy" series about racism.

So please check out back here this Tuesday at 5:40 PM (EST). Thanks.



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No Feel Or Pic Of Dick Required

At my last appearance at Will Clark's Porno Bingo, I had a pleasant exchange with the winner of the final round named "Manuel". I was especially pleased because he wound up winning the copy of the Starz book series that I was interviewed for, ULTIMATE STARZ. Not only that, but who turned out to be cute.

Recently, I received an email from him. He mentioned how when he saw I the guest for that week that he'd do an online search for info on me. I was as I should have been very flattered by the fact that he not only research me, and liked what he saw, but he liked it enough to come out and see me in person. What heightens my flattery is the fact that I'm sure quite a few stayed away because it was freezing cold that night, and instead of watching me strip, they opted to make some heat of their own by either stripping with their significant other or by beating their meat to a porno already within their grasp.

He also stated in the email that I had a nice butt, and that he was a bottom. He found it weird to be a bottom who likes asses. I told him that although I'm newly versatile off-camera that I've always been an ass-man. Yes, you read correct. In fact, I've always been such an ass-man that my rule was and still is that if you're a good-looking guy with a nice ass, I'll give you my ass to get fucked (especially in missionary) with no feel or pic of dick required. It's an exchange of pleasures. You give me the pleasure of groping your ass, and my thanks will be by giving you the pleasure of being inside mine.

This sexy guy also questioned as to whether he's a bottom by nature or circumstance, and that he admits to topping a few times, but not with the same confidence he has as when he bottoms. First off, he's short like me and many big tops prey upon guys like us assuming we must be bottoms. That was me once upon a time, but even from that night I lost my virginity, I knew I would one day have a tight asshole wrapped around my dick and I would love every millisecond of it. Plus, one must take into consideration how much less performance pressure in on a bottom. While a bottom's performance does entail the responsibility of douching, it doesn't really include maintaining a hard-on like it does for a top. And that hard-on is a must for sex with a male in the supposed aggressive role whether the sex he's having is straight, gay, or bi.

That pressure may very well be why some guys topping at sex parties and clubs hate to be touched while their fucking. As much as they don't mind being watched, they don't like the added pressure from being touched by possibly undesired hands that they have to take time away from focusing on the ass they're enjoying and giving pleasure to in order to confirm. I've seen myself start losing a hard-on the second a hand touches me, then when I realize it's a guy I'm into, I stop losing it, and regain it. However, if it's a touch by someone I'm not into, one thrust too far back from me, and my limp dick slips out of the ass I was enjoying. And it's not easy to get back in 1-2-3. Most likely because that unwanted intervening shook that aforementioned confidence it took in me to become a top.

Based on my experiences as a total bottom, and my wish to be versatile as I am now and beyond, my assessment of my studly juicy-assed Latino fan is that he needs some more practice as a top, because a bottom who loves ass, most likely craves to fuck ass. And what I forgot to mention is that he did say that he wouldn't mind hooking up some time. Based on these pictures he sent me, and OK'd my posting them here, I'm kind of craving to take him up on his offer, and not just being a savage on his ass. BUT allowing him to be a savage on mine. I can definitely see myself in missionary position massaging that plump butt while he's sliding that hot and sweet pinga in and out of my eager hole.

So I'm leaving you today with a slideshow of asses that inspire this post. The song is "So Deep" by Jim Verraros, which I've said before should be a bottom's sex anthem. As for the pics, I know some of these guys personally, some I've had sex with, some I don't know personally, but have seen pics of their cock (which for this post, I'm ignoring the sight of for them to qualify), but most I don't know but just a pic showing that cute face, nice body, and beautiful bare ass will have me on my back with heels pointing to heaven should a meeting ever come to fruition. No questions asked. No feel or pic of dick required. Every guy you see in this slideshow can just "plug it in, plug it in".